It’s like to be happy

I’m so heavy
trying to catch the sky
failing, falling, fading to nothing

And as a rifted rock
my heart is bleeding,
drops of pain
one by one
fill this restless body

Fragile shoulders, they’re breaking,
burning eyes, first flamed by the night

When the morning comes
only ashes
only dust
washed away by rivers of sorrow

Alone, laying, I’m screaming:
my voice
It’s chocking, It’s sinking

Unspoken words
rain in silence
meaningless particles in my interior hole